Gawww... spending some time on the internet this morning... okay not much time because I have to get to the gym, I way slept in this morning... which btw... I am loving sleep way too much lately and it's cutting into my life. But I must say... I have the most comfortable bed on the planet... I'm lying in it right now as I type and oh I do not want to get up... this is pure heaven :)
However... I have been so on track... things have been feeling really good, but here and there I hear the voices. One minute I want to train like a fierce machine... I want the body and no ones opinion is going to stop me. The next minute I'm scared about losing my boobs again... scared that YES just like Pauline I won't be able to go dress shopping. Trust me when I was at my leanest last year I looked like a boy trying on dresses... it's the lats... I have HUGE lats... granted the dress size I was trying on were 2's and that was nothing.... I have so much more muscle now.
And this brings me to thoughts I was having with a guy friend... he said "You woman can't ever make up your mind :)"
So I'm going to shut up now and go train like I love... maybe even send Tony another e-mail that will make him shake his head... but hey a girls got to get down to what she wants... and I guess I don't know yet... and I guess that's why I have been struggling... vision has to be clear.... HAS TO BE.
Hello God It' s Me Stacey
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2 comments:
I loved Pauline's post. I always love looking at other girls and get envious of all their muscle...BUT I know with my mentality that would be hard for me to handle.
I like being little :)
LOL I loved Paulines post too! Cracked me up when she said she didn't want to look like a gladiator in a dress!
I am having that same trouble I don't know what I want! I talked to Tony today and he said I had to decide TODAY.
I am stuck somewhere between Jo Stewart, and Valerie Waugaman. I am scared of having my face look like it was vaccum sealed in the Sahara and looking OLD. I want more muscle, I want to be buff, but I still want to be sexy and hot, ya know? For Fluck Sake, we women can't make up our mind :p
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